Tattoo, tattoo!

 

 

2015, first challenge: Love what loves you back

 

 

Hello butterflies!

 

 

 

 

 

 

I am wonderfully well

 

 

and doing good taking best care of myself.

 

 

 

Love this new affair with myself <3

 

 

 

 

 

I'm loving myself,

and because I love myself,

 

I will only give myself to food (and relationships)

that love me back...

 

First challenge of the new year:

Love what loves you back...

 

... and no, that hot fudge sundae doesn't love you back...  

True, it can might give you a momentary high,

but it's a short-lived romance.

Nothing wrong with short-lived romance...

but

WE'RE LOOKING FOR THE REAL THING, AREN'T WE? ;)

 

 

(Tokio Hotel - "Love who loves you back")

 

 

 

I'm doing good these days...

hoping to continue in this good spirit when holidays are over

and stress of "normal life" kicks in...

 

but I'm positive.

 

 

 

 

Stay happy butterflies...

see you soon!

 

 



I'm stronger than you, a**hole.

 

 

Sorry for the title...

 

 

this doesn't go for you, of course,

my lovely butterflies...

 

 

 

but for a natural born player

 

who dressed as my dream man for too long

and then pushed me away.

 

 

Oh, you'll regret this, darling.

 

 

 

Because, believe it or not,

even with this unflattering million pounds all over my ass,

I'm still a scorching hot female.

 

So get out already before I burn you down.

Grrr!!!

 

 

(Shakira feat. Alejandro Sanz - "La Tortura")

 

Because

THIS TIME,

I'm no more cryin' over you...

 

 

I'm stronger.

 

 

I went to the gym.

 

And there, on that cycle,

listening to my music,

I drove myself far away from you...

 

and every punch I'll give,

I'll imagine your smooth face...

 

 

 

... and yeah, I know,

you hate Britney...

 

... I don't like her much either...

 

... but here goes, especially for you, dear...

 

(Britney Spears - "Stronger")

 

 

 

I AM STRONGER.

 

 

Yeah, so I might have turned to the chips & ice-cream solution a lot

when I was down because of you.

 

No more, sweetie.

 

 

 

 

This time, I will no more take it out on me.

The punching bag (with your face on it) is much better.

 

 

I APOLOGIZE TO YOU,

BUTTERFLIES,

IF I HURT ANYONE'S TENDER FEELINGS...

 

TODAY I'VE GOT

"ENERGÍA RABIOSA"!!!

 

 

 

(Taylor Swift - "Blank Space")

 

 

So,

(look away minors please):

 

 

 

 

 

(Jason Derulo - "Ridin' Solo")

 

 

 

I will put together a great playlist,

and keep going to the gym,

and have an awesome life,

 

 

and YOU

will keep begging every stupid one for money,

but guess what -

 

 

WITHOUT ME.

 

 

ba-ba!

 

 

 

 

 



Happy New Year!

 

 

 

Wishing you all a wonderful new year

butterflies

 

 

 

my new year's resolutions

will follow soon!

 

 

 

Sober up and get ready

- a fresh new year is waiting!

 

 

 

Happy 2015!



Surviving Christmas...

 

 

Hello butterflies!

 

 

 

 

 

This Christmas has been very good for me.

 

I've celebrated Christmas Eve alone,

with a vegan "canard" (Vegourmet Corn Steak di Fumo)

and vegan mayonnaise salad...

 

 

On Christmas day I went to have a Christmas meal with all my family,

and then a (somewhat boring) extended family come-together

- but the cake and cookies were fine ;)

 

 

 

I'm on holidays until 7th of January

and just enjoying life...

 

 

 

and on 9th I will FINALLY have my tattoos!

So excited!!!

 

 

 

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These days I am doing my best

to eat my 2.000 calories a day

(which is a lot, if you come to think of it)

 

and do some proper exercise

(mostly yoga and walking,

haven't found to the fitness center yet)

 

am relaxing a lot

 

and enjoying time with my friends.

 

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Life is good...

 

 

 

 

 

 

See you butterflies



Progress so far: 1%... :'(

 

 

 

Hello my dear butterflies!

 

 

 

Sorry for not writing for so long.

My motivation was rather low...

 

 

... as my mood swings back into slight depressions,

my weight goes up again... and up... and even more up.

 

 

Result:

I'm back on the weight with which I started this year in January...

:'(

 

Not so good!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

Progress this year: 1%...

 

 

But I would like to believe that this 1% exists,

and even is SUBSTANTIAL.

 

The beginning is made...

the first steps are taken...

 

Let me tell you what this 1% really means for me:

 

I've bought that yoga video and I know the right movements

(now only to establish a proper exercise routine),

I got myself a Wii Sports Plus and Balance Board

(only got to play funny sporty stuff on it),

I got that wonderful smoothie maker, aaaand received a great recipe book for smoothies

(just need to make more of them - they are awesome),

I found the fitness center and signed a contract

(which is pretty much money out of the window as long as I keep my fat ass at home)

...

 

I got into personalized counseling for food addicts

(which unraveled that I have huge emotional issues that have little or nothing,

or everything, to do with food...),

and also the obesity self-help group

(with amazing people that just like that, broke down the walls of my self-imposed isolation)

...

 

I participated in a women's run for breast cancer

(although I did it WALKING, I'm still proud I went),

and watched my sweetheart run a half marathon

(hey, at least I was there! ;) I promised to one day do the quarter)

...

 

I had a lot of great, even vegan, food

...

 

I learned and tried new recipes and new kinds of food

...

 

I found out my friends love to go walking with me

...

 

I came across great motivational music to "pump me up with good vibes"

...

 

I've started this blog

...

 

I found YOU, butterflies

...

 

 

 

so this 1% is quite a chunk!!!

 

 

 

Now let's maintain that 1% progress for the remaining few days of 2014,

and in 2015,

go for those other 99%!!!

 

 

Because we can!

 



Too busy...

 

 

 

Until the new year

I will not be writing much.

I am too busy...

 

but I will try to make an update on the weekend!

 

 

See you!